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	You just have to wait Dear, Do you remember, When we were together We both felt safe, Secure & calm But never expressed Our beloved feelings The feelings of care, For each other When time took us far, & broke ways to commune It gave us time The time to realize How much we both cared But never expressed Had parts for each other That all made us miss The time... But dear, Don't feel regretted Repented or disgusted `coz I'll be there With you really soon. For now, My lovely dear, You just have to wait ....wait for me
Thinking on & on... Thinking on and on What should I say Hardly tried it out And I am gonna say it today Whatever I feel Whatever I wish So I can take my passion To the point of "finish" Certain provoking corners Are loitering all over me Saying "YES say it" Saying 'NO' inside me Should I say it or should I not ? Is in the center of my mind My subconscious is killing me And none of the organ is kind Heart is already swelled Kidney yet not shrunk Lungs are sucking in hard & everything's on a flunk Nothing happening good Fingers out of control `coz nerve is beating fast & typing is not in my hold Legs are shivering tiredly, Shoulders are hanging down Face is making weird expressions Sadness, smiles & frowns Left is only the eye, nose & lips but they are also not fine Eyes are stuck on the monitor As if they aren't mine Lips sometimes say"AH" Sometimes making sigh Sometimes pressing hard onto each other Or saying "MY MY" Nose in a state of position As if it is only the feature of expression Trying to exclaim all over loud That I am going to make a confession You now know how I am You know how I have failed To say what I want But I have totally turned pale The truth is in you you just want an exclaim SO accept those words from me As if they are what exactly came So here I am now At the end of everything Until I get out of this state I can't say anything
	This is not a love poem..( remember) " ON the ledge " That day On those rocky mountains I walked all the way Having the fun of the scenery & warmth of the sun ray I fell so deep into the scenery That lost sight of the ending ledge Suddenly slipped right down Luckily got hold of the ledge I knew it was the end I was on the edge I knew I was going to fall & would smash the ground dead I reminded all the moments I faced all through the road That time I realized The love for myself Which was alot , that I owed Was there anything nice I did? Was there any good deed? Ah ! I remembered ,one day I did & relaxed for a moment indeed A moment flashed about my parents WHO had been feeding me all my life Had I been fulfilling their wishes? Yes ! ....once I did my test right What about my siblings? What about those fights? Though I wasn't that good with them But once I kissed them good night My friends ! they will be Satisfied by my acts I took a deep breath "But what if these aren't the true facts?" I looked around my self Is there anything left? Oh ! I prayed five times a day Maybe that's enough that I have kept I forgot about the other things As I felt my painful hand slip I was enough content about my life To go for an ending dip I took a deep sigh And waited to see my ash That all took place in a second & the next second I was a heap of flesh
This one isn't a love poem either ... "ADAM & EVE" What was this place In the beginning of the universe When Adam & Eve came here Because of their curse When the devil forbade them & made them eat the fruit Which Allah ordered not to eat As it was evil from it's roots They chose to disobey the order And ate it all away Thus, they were sent to Earth From that pitiful day Both were sent naked On the surface of land Away from each other Because of violating the command They both cried alot And prayed to God "We were violent on ourselves But forgive us for now Lord As we are sorried for our sins & will not commit such a deed " Their prayer was meaningful So God fulfilled their needs They were possessed on earth With all necessities of life So finally Adam started living Happily with his wife.
	My Door will remain open My childhood reminds me of the time When I used to be so afraid of darkness That I needed a light on in the room Failing, I felt horrified & restlessness Often I crawled to my Mom at nights Just because I thought there was a shadow around me 'Maybe the door has been left unlocked?' Or there is someone in dark whom I can't see Then I grew older & came to know the real facts Darkness was a blind shadow on our eyes "How could someone enter into our house ?" But still I felt as if they were all lies Time took me even far & I fell in love with you You were the one who taught me to be strong Though you didn't say or give it to me But your being, left strength within me for long I loved you more than anyone & wanted to love you always But you decided to leave me & Then ended my shining days Now I am all alone with the doors unlocked & my scares are approaching towards me again I know we'll be together one day But there are whispers from the dark asking "WHEN?" There was some power in me Killing all those scares away That was the power of love Which made me happy & gay I realized those scares when you left me In your presence ,I totally forgot Together we made such a strong bond Which meant to me, more than a lot I don't know whether you'll return or not But my love will remain enlightened all through I have fought with the world & know That love is not just a play between two I want you to know this now & I confess it from my very core My door will always remain open for you For I am not afraid of darkness anymore
Definition of Sincerity Often I looked into life With questions of my own About things which were complicated Or to me which were unknown Most of all, I thought about the word The word "Sincerity" in the books Which often ragged my mind Casually residing on paper nooks It is the commitment that you make From one heart to another With the absolute pure thoughts This is what I was told by others Some regarded it as care Some regarded as love But being close to one another Always remained top of the above Deep thoughts about it revealed That its not just a word , known It keeps a lot of strength In it's 9-letters zone It is a mixture of all All that the others thought Its being is a healthy sign An honor for someone, who has got Once I was familiar with the word itself I took my thoughts towards its role Is it present in everyone's life ? Or its just a present for a noble soul ? I looked at out life for a time And thought how much I had used Was I committed with you all through ? Were my thoughts purely accused ? Was there any live I could give ? And care & closeness that I didn't share ? Ah ! there was some of all that, Still you left me being "Insincere" If this is what sincerity gives And this is where it concludes I wish every person becomes insincere As sincerity is a puzzling feud Sincerity might be strong in the dictionaries It might mean a lot to everyone But don't forget its weak inside A mixture of worldly thoughts and cun If you can't get your love If you can't win a heart Sincerity is a curse itself Which is better to be kept apart After all my analysis of life What I have faced & what I see There is no other meaning of sincerity Except being , that sincerity is "ME".
	Princess Diana Everything seems groomy, Oh world is sad today Everyone is crying `coz Diana has gone away. She was not everything Still she was something A right hand to the poors But now there is nothing To give support to them That would make their day Just because people ! Diana has gone away. THe headlines of every media Which was sold like hot cake But they also met loss Drowned has everything's sake They either boasted or insulted her That they did not have to pay But now, the candle lit has extinguished `coz Diana has gone away
How selfish I had been When you left me I thought You didn't like me anymore I didn't think a little about you I just took myself as the sore HOW SELFISH I HAD BEEN Then I asked people what was wrong & told them how bad I feel I didn't want to hear your point of view I just wanted my heart to heal HOW SELFISH I HAD BEEN I cried & cried late at nights Blaming you to be insincere I didn't bother to put my thoughts On what was happening with you there HOW SELFISH I HAD BEEN What if you had a problem ? Forcing you to leave me I didn't ponder upon it I didn't accelarate towards it to see HOW SELFISH I HAD BEEN I loved you endlessly & now I am thinking you as a foe Oh ! what has gone wrong with me? I wish I could let you know THAT HOW SELFISH I HAD BEEN If we ever met accidently I would excuse you infront of everyone I am the one who is mean & stingy You can punish me to your utmost keen FOR HOW SELFISH I HAD BEEN
	The story of the eastern woman I am an eastern woman I live in a unique universe Where I am safe , calm & worthy & My world is free from every curse I am given a few gifts from God Whom I have to take care I am bound to defend it Because I am a fairy of truth & fair I am granted with a family Consisting of siblings, Mom & Dad I keep them all together In every situation ,good or bad When I grow enough older I am granted with a man Whom I can keep faith in During my whole life's span He works hard, day & night To make me & my surroundings stand That's why I give him the utmost respect He is the father of my sacred land God has his blessing on all So he gives me children to feed I groom them & take care & help them,whenever they are in need I fill in their character The rules of repect, help & obey For every aspect of life From seldom ones to day-to-day Ultimately ,they all make up a home Of whom, I am the foundation I have to spread in love, care & bonding & keep it free from all aberrations I struggle all my life To make my home an example The summary of my cultures & my religion's true sample If you every heard anyone That an eastern woman's life is tough You heard it totally wrong `coz she gets in return what is more than enough She gets the spirtual peace By binding her family at youth & then living with her in-laws Matures her & gives her mental soothe She starts loving a person Who confines in her all his life Keeps her happy in his home & feels proud to have her as a wife Her children grows up to be A generation which later spreads The teachings they are given them all life & their parent's golden saids & when she dies she know How sincere she has been With the important duties God gave her While coming from heaven to the land of mean She is a daughter of bonds & the wife of sincerity & devotion She is mother of the mighty love A women of caring thoughts & emotions I know my life is hard But it gives me back everything well DONE That's why I am called THE EASTERN WOMAN & I am damn proud to be one
My Last Will Dear whoever read this, Listen carefully what I say, If I ever died suddenly, IN the sunny shining days Read it aloud to everyone So that all of them can know, What they need to do, Besides feeling sad & low, Tell my Dad that I love him alot & will keep loving him forever I know it's hard losing a daughter & thinking that her return would be never Relax mom for she is sensitive & she will never believe, Mom ! Don't you keep faith in Allah's work, HE is the Almighty indeed,. Baj ! You no more have a sister But don't feel bad at all May you live happily with your husband For the next hundred falls, OH brother ! You are left alone No one to fight with, there Don't worry ! Find a peaceful wife Who'll give you time & care. Don't forget to tell him The person whom I love most I still love you honey & I'll pray for you at every coast. Though you left me once for nothing, But my love will force me to say That God make our homes, side by side Forever in the Heaven's hay I have left nothing for anyone, But this page to read Because things are distributed whatsoever It's patience that everyone needs. May Allah bless you all & keep you away from wrong See you all one day in heaven Hope you live happily in the world for long.